Date:	2004-06-17 01:25
Subject:	Isn't it ironic
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Mood:	sleepy

I am very thoroughly amused. =) Almost officially a year later from my last post under my original username, and my head still sings ballads of work. Only, it's quite a different tune -- From "Yay, I've always wanted to work in a coffee shop!"

to

"Aaahhhh, they're going to dig me up and find my bones underneath the floor boards years from now"

I don't even like coffee that much anymore. Go figure.

Date:	2003-06-18 22:02
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Mood:	sleepy

</table Hah! ^_^ Ok, I'm amused. Got myself a full time job at a spanking brand new Gelati Cafe up the street from me in New West. Great owners - They've really put their heart into this business, which is why it's hard to deny them anything less than full effort. Currently I'm working the 6:30 am shift every morning and putting in an avergae of 10 and a half hours (for the last week and a half). So my apologies for not replying to all emails and comments right away. I'm falling out of my chair already. Sleep demands I get my arse in bed. Blah! ;)

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Date:	2003-06-14 00:11
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Mood:	tired
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Date:	2003-05-27 22:03
Subject:	I like squash!
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Mood:	grateful

And I'm going to the prom! The idea makes me all antsy. Who am I to revel in highschool memories and glamour?
But then I think of all the film I'll be buying and all the pictures I'll be able to embaress my buddies with for years to come, and I get all tingly with excitement. =) Really, thank you guys for inviting me.

And I like squash. Just thought I'd get that off my chest.

Date:	2003-05-26 16:12
Subject:	Someone want to put me out of my misery?
Security:	Public
Mood:	frustrated

Woke up on the wrong side of existence. Stuff to ignore if you happen to be in a really good mood.

( whine,whine,whine - bitch,bitch,bitch )

she came
she saw
she suffered
she laughed
she left.

she left behind the land of birch trees.

Date:	2003-05-01 17:34
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Mood:	tired

Currently in Kirkland Lake and just got back from one helluva long walk to find the library, with it's wonderous internet service.

There are lots of Birch trees here, and I've forgotten how pretty birch trees look against the evening sky.

I'm also going nuts, because there are abandoned logging trails everywhere, and I want to hike them all

Date:	2003-04-24 11:02
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Mood:	embarrassed
Music:	buzzing of the hairdryer

Oh, angst, angst, angst, angst! ;) I'm playing the role of the horrified teenager searching frantically for her safe little rock.

The company I'v been hired for phoned me up yesterday to verify I was still coming, and got caught up on the other line with my aunt instead. Such a sweetheart, she is, but sometimes unnecessarily so.

"Oh, she's really excited. Wouldn't miss it for the world, she wouldn't! Out with her dad right now seacrhing for the perfect tent.

And don't you be getting her lost in the woods now! Because you know, it would be kind of nice to get her back in once piece...

1) Like they'll give a rat's ass
2) All the years they could have coddled me, they had to wait until I decide to make it out as a *gasp* adult! (wait, no.. that can't be right!)

Can't help but smile, though. She's so innocently sweet to everyone she talks to.

Date:	2003-04-18 14:52
Subject:
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Mood:	nervous

Following Montecchi's lead:

( (About Myself) )

Date:	2003-04-18 14:08
Subject:
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Mood:	relieved

I thought I was going to go insane. Two whole days without the internet, I was!
(my aunt's dial-up was misbehaving)

aack! I'm a hair's breadth away from getting on my knees and kissing the monitor... but then I would feel far more sheepish than I already am (and besides, it's got stuff growing on it that I probably should take a good look at.

Date:	2003-04-08 17:45
Subject:	Huh-wha?
Security:	Public
Mood:	rejuvenated

Sorry for my non-responsiveness these last few days. Been sleeping the weekend away, save for the short bouts of dragging myself to the pizza parlour when necessary.

Woke up yesterday afternoon to have the earth crumble away beneath me and open up a huge portal to some other strange dimension (my crappy wooden bed planks collapsed). Just gotta love "mornings" like those. =)

Date:	2003-04-01 02:01
Subject:	Meh.
Security:	Public
Mood:	satisfied

Sometimes, it feels so much safer to have your head stuck up your butt. Really, I'm suprised I haven't suffocated after all this time. So self-assuring, rightous, demanding, and much too explosive for my own good.

Haven't really been doing much these past few days but reading and making myself familiar with old aquaintances to soften the edges. Right now, I have to say I feel pretty damn good, despite the fact I'm falling out of my chair from exhaustion. Once I come up for a breath of air, everything will be just fine.

Date:	2003-03-24 13:32
Subject:	snow falls from the trees..
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Mood:	indescribable

I can't be sure, but I think I ache terribly... I thought I'd be used to it by now, but you never really are. And each time it's just another slap in the face, a shuddering wake up call - And such a terrible and amazing feeling that this was the way things were supposed to be.

I'm numb and tingling all at once. How the hell is that possible?

I have new-found love for margaritas...

Date:	2003-03-09 04:29
Subject:	Adios, Amigos!
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Mood:	jubilant

Off to Mexico, I am. =) Have a wonderful spring break/next couple of weeks!

Date:	2003-03-09 01:54
Subject:	mas cafe por favor
Security:	Public
Mood:	awake

My boss gave me $50 to buy him some tequila and chickas... So I shall return with lots of tequila and chickas!

It's about 2 AM right now, and I'm pretty much just sitting here, waiting to temporarily ditch the rain (and snow! 0_0) for the sandy beaches and donkeys. Until then, shall I clean the kitty litter box? clean my room? clip my toenails?

So many things to do, so little time.

Date:	2003-03-05 19:14
Subject:	sugar, spice and everything nice...
Security:	Public
Mood:	groggy

It's one of those days where I can't seem to sit in one place and my mind refuses to anchor itself down to the earth. That's what I get for defying the alarm clock to extremes, two mornings in a row.

The past couple of days I've had the silliest craving for effeminate things. Burgundy sheets, lacy pillows, sweet-smelling creams, and long, shimmering skirts. I'm blaming it on the fact I've been shopping for prom dresses for the past two days. ;) For myself? Nata. But I did have the privledge of prancing around the change rooms in outrageously shiny, flowing skirts I won't be wearing for a very long time.

Went to Metreotown Tuesday afternoon to accompany Bronzejarith on her search for an outfit for her big formal in June. The gown she found for herself looked absolutely amazing on her. It's a long, form-fitting black strapless gown with a straight, white satin ribbon across the top of the chest. No sparkles, no beads or overwhelming pastel colours, just pure elegance.

Then this afternoon I tagged along as my aunt searched for a bathing suit. No bathing suit, but she did buy herself a blue, princess-style prom dress with silver leaves and dragonflies stitched into the corset. It actually looks pretty damn good on her too, and for all of twenty-two bucks. She mentioned something about wearing it to the bar tonight. What a great scene that would be...

Date:	2003-03-01 16:11
Subject:	Night of the living dead
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Mood:	blank

I'm starting to miss having a social life on the weekends. Not that my Saturday nights would be filled with raucous parties and binge drinking anyways (well, maybe just a little...), but it would be nice to be able to own the night, and not have it own me.

Date:	2003-02-26 22:20
Subject:	When everything's so damn complex...
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused

What's wrong with a simple mind?

Date:	2003-02-24 22:31
Subject:
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Mood:	sleepy

I challenged myself to see how long I could stare at a blank television screen doing absolutely nothing, running on four hours of sleep and having the biggest craving for sushi and squash on an empty stomach. I think I managed to do it for about an hour and a half, which isn't bad considering some had to do it for about five.

The passport office is really not all that much fun. Everyone whines about how long it's taking, children squirm with boredom, 150 people have to share five newspapers, and the only excitement involved is the dinging of a bell when the next numbr pops up on screen. Good thing I'm a master at zoning out ;)